It is a pretty bold statement to claim that FEAR is the root of unhappiness, but this has been true in my life over and over again. Where fear exists, love is absent — an absence of love for yourself, your faith, and the people around you. I lived my life convincing myself that I wasn't afraid while allowing my actions to be driven by the fears that I refused to acknowledge.Read More
Anyone else been asked before, "Are you okay?" and the answer is, "YES" in the snarkiest tone you can mutter? This was me. I felt like I was having out of body experiences where I was completely rude to people I love the most, and I saw all of it happening and had no control to pull myself out of it.Read More
As a server at a restaurant in a tourist town, I knew that there had to be some kind of formula to manifesting big tips. With the Law of Attraction, there are always a few simple rules to follow in order to tap into the vibration of abundance. So I set out with my usual spiritual science experiments to figure out the exact formula, and today I am going to tell you everything I know!Read More
What I didn't realize is all the reasons I was using for not meditating is exactly why I needed to. It's a myth that you have to quiet your mind. Meditation is more about observing the thoughts that come up so that you can recognize what kind of thoughts rent space in your head.Read More
I stand at the door. I dare not leave in case someone who has been blindly looking for this door gets close enough that I can help them. I dare not go too far in because I might miss the person who has cracked the door open and becomes frightened at the experience that is happening. I stand by the door because I know what its like to live without it or to become frightened by the blinding light that shines when the door is cracked.Read More
Bonding means you look at a card and you can see a story with that card. If you pull a card and you don't know where to start or what that card is saying to you, then it's definitely time to bond with that deck.Read More
We see how amazing someone else's life is, and we easily fall into the trap wishing we had it so good, but that is only the tip of the iceberg. We probably didn't witness the painful transformation it took for this person to make it to that place.
Did we forget that CATERPILLARS COMPLETELY DIGEST THEMSELVES DURING TRANSFORMATION.Read More
I asked myself over and over again for at least a year... How in the actual fuck am I suppose to figure out what my spirit guides name is?! I could feel my guide. My readings were accurate. I knew I was working with some kind of spirit... But it was incredibly frustrating to not know what to call my guide.Read More
That was mistake number one. Desperation + no guidelines for what I wanted or needed.
The whole relationship was a fiery mess of passion and delusion. I kept telling myself that we could make it work and we would figure it out.
One night he broke up with me over text and gave no explanation for it.Read More
There was one hangup in our relationship.
He was a devout Christian, and we both struggled to support each other's differences in beliefs.
I believe in God, and he believed in God, but all of the small details in between continued to become arguments and during those fights, we couldn't seem to respect each other's boundaries.Read More
It's no wonder that I attracted him to my life during this time. I needed the bright light that he freely shared with everyone, but I didn't realize that my darkness would dim his fire and make his world more difficult.
At the time I was deeply hurting inside. I didn't know how to fix it, and my only solution was to drink. Every waking hour that wasn't spent at work I was drinking to change the way I felt.Read More
It was tempting to stay because I needed his mom. I couldn't imagine life without her, but for some weird reason, I couldn't imagine being with him. It made no sense in my brain, and it was a total mind fuck.Read More
There was always this feeling of what would happen next. I knew I didn't want to date him, and I was enjoying being single, but I am going to be honest here... the attention filled something inside of me that I was missing out on fulfilling for myself!Read More
I had a guy best friend for a few years, we were neighbors and spent a lot of time together. We would stay up late writing term papers, smoking hookah, and having deep conversations on the meaning of life.
He was the perfect date to events that I needed to attend and always made sure I got home from the bar okay…Read More
I once dated this guy who was very forward from the start that he did not want a relationship, and that he was currently seeing other women. He said all the other women heard the same words at the beginning of any of his casual dating experiences. I don't know why I didn't go running for the hills, but something in my mind kept saying... "this sounds like a fun challenge."Read More
I have spent a lot of time in the online dating world... at one point my friends called me the tinder queen! I had three successful relationships from online dating, but in the beginning, I had no idea what I was doing and ended up with a ton of online dating horror stories... this is one of them!Read More
I was engaged to my middle school boyfriend. We went our separate ways for years and reconnected my last year of college. We had the perfect story. He went off to the army, and I went to college. My college boyfriend didn't work out, and we found ourselves back together again…Read More
As a tarot teacher and spiritual guide, the question comes up over and over again... "am I doing it wrong?" The funny thing about this, is there is no possibility for right or wrong when it comes to spiritual connection, it becomes more of a matter of "are you feeling it or not?"Read More
If you are like me when I first began my journey, I didn't know why I wanted a deck or even where to begin in buying one... and in case you don't already know... there are like a BAJILLION options.
Here's what you need to know to get started:Read More
I wasn’t always interested in Tarot. For a long time I believed some myths about tarot, because honestly… I didn’t know any better. Tarot is NOT evil. - Tarot is simply artwork on cardstock…Read More